:: tongo ::
:: eisen ::
:: martin ::

... ... fish with
ambition to become
the river
... ...

I looked in my bank account

It said, "you have five toilets to your name."
It said, "don’t just sit there. Return fire."

Talking head says, “go to sleep children. You will all be police tomorrow.”

We say: No. We will be the poor.

Talking head says, “ok scumbags, I talked to you like children; now you will be dogs”

“Market Street” is the best two-word joke I have ever heard in San Francisco

“Now I have to teach myself how to pass out sketches and throw pencils at pigeons when I retire”

“I don’t have any friends who would reprimand me anyway”

 
“Retire to the ocean and walk backwards into the surf 
              pretending to fight off the weirdly dressed hordes”

                                             —and I used to joke about being underwater.

Laughed at the people stealing my cigarettes
Laughed at the people pretending to tie my shoes

“now I have to put charcoal under the classroom and do impossible things with tap water”

“leave the window open so that the most respectful rats will come in and white enlightenment will have something to ponder.”

—oh what machines may come

“I should have never quit heroin,” we all say (all of the time)

we started early.
twenty wagons appeared in a dream I had about the 7th grade.

Pathology needs a god to represent it to children and child-like states

Eat your people today

The top of the tornado starts under our shoe soles
And touches down on prison farms
Bibles offer no explanation
But one cool preacher has quite a laugh

All looked up at our beautiful shoes

“You still keep that knife in the car.”
—the reality is
that I am awake
and listening to an
argument outside
half-listening
half-fighting alongside

—the reality is
that I am built
to protect religion,
but not all of the time

“I was watching her on my hands”
“even my imagination just sat there”

“the entire crowd did not take a sip for twenty minutes”

—the choir is done with you
done with all of us

“We call those projects ‘The Jar’”
the private said to himself
while working on his birthday

“backflip and become a man”
we said as we aimed

“lie down right over there.
We hid the beds behind the trash”

—the rest of the crash course came in the morning

“like you’ve never seen this card trick before
the one where your grandfather appears
and throws a couple of people into a fire”

—just let it rockslide into that shot glass

I should have talked to her

instead I threw my whole life away

I turned my back on my people, Lord

left them for a trip up three flights of stairs

now the whole freak show is on the back of my hand

including capitalists looking up at the sky

what fascists are determined to do
does not scare most people

it makes most people bored,
but we want our grandparents to survive…

Dear grandfather,

I met some bluesmen today.
Vanquished them all.
I declared, “your lady is with you,
but all these chairs in here
are mine.”

Before I opened the door to the street
            I knocked
                        And the world let me in

Stumbled outside
And there were miles and miles
Of chalk outlines and window curtains
Littered across the earth’s city

Dear Bluesmen,

Now I am deader than you.
Please take your seats.
—the title of our song

... ... two
nights on 16th
street
... ...


First, I must apologize to the souls of the house

              Wearing the cheek bones of the mask only
                         Pill bottle, my name is yours

Teeth of the mask now

Back of the head of the mask now

                         New phase of anti-anthropomorphism fending for real faces
                                    Pretending to be a drug addict by day and reading all night
                                                    While economists return to rumors of oxygen

Stuck with one of those cultures that believes I chose this family

I am not creative
Just the silliest of the revolutionaries

Conversing with the psychic middleman
Or
Wannabe mayor
About hating your enemies
A little more realistically

Our eyesight returning to red // Notepad swimming to red // Bracing for the medicine’s recoil

I need my left hand back
I broke my neck on the piano keys
Found paradise in a fistfight

Watching the universe’s last metronome
           Some have the nerve to call a “homeless teenager”

Just wait…
These religions will start resigning in a decade or two

Some colorfully
Some transactionally


In a cotton gothic society

Class betrayal gone glassless // I mean ironically // my window started fogging over too


I remember childhood
Remember the word “Childhood” being a beginning

A poet loses his mind, you know, like the room has weather
Or first-girlfriend gravity
Poem gravity
Mind-game gravity
Or revolution languishing behind
The sugar in my good friend’s mind

The difference between me and you
Is that the madness
Wants me forever

Bright lights behind hyena eyes,
I mean, if I had to fall in love today
My grandchildren would be doomed

A pair of apartments
            Defining both my family
            And political composure

Books behind my back
Bail money paved into the streets

Playing:
Euphoria
Euphoria
Cliché

Sharing a dirty deli sandwich with my friend
A cosmic tool counted on by scared people

Psychology of the mask now

Teeth of the mask again